life n future..

7 march 2010
at office,

life is going like nonstop train.. no stations to stop, just going and going..what is life and what's that meaning? y god made us? we Dont know answers. nut we know that something is unknown..something is liek that whom we dnt know. and we accept that.

btw, my exams r running now and papers gone bad and well, i dnt know what is future, acutely say true? I'm very very confused about my future. it's realy very confusing. there are very tuf conptn in market and how i doi anything beet win that? god help! I'm always depends on Friends.. i think im nothing without frnds. but frnds hurted me most always. but it's ma prob. that im so sensitive. anyways it's not abt me! shri shri ravinshakar says " we dnt know it's power" thats mean if we dnt knw anything that is meaning full for knwing. life going on that. as always. im missing my old days. ma schooldays when i m happy last. im smile very frnkly last on school. collage is not for me, im not enjoying that bulshit life, wht d hell is goin on? realy bastard life it is! meaning less! nothing to cheer up n nothing to share, n important thing is that no one to share acutely. no one to share, okay say me that who is reading that blog? i dnt think anyone read this. but i write... y? because that i m!

i have not any single childhood frnd! it is biggest tragedy of my life. no one that i can share my childhood or school time memory's. i have no brother ! it is also very big bad thing in my life, cause im always think that if i have any brother than life gonna on other track , therefore im not think like that, i want to be rough tough but how? i tried. but fail. life fails me in every situation. LIFE IS DOMP ME. LIFE DUMP ME..


- Sandeep Dave

14 feb, vlnt de, at home, gandhidham

you knw wht? sometimes u realze dat no one is perment, evryone is think abt self.. and dan u think y im think abt my self? it's not easy to diegewst, wht's dat all yar? to day my frnds r hurt me lot.. more dan u imagine n wht i do now? if any prob. r der dan im go to frnds and tel him abt dat or if im want to cry dan tel frnds to give his sholder and now when frnds rnot wid me dan wht i do? whgt i do? im feeling like ..like..any stranger in this world. idnt like dat all, i dnt knw yaar, but im not comfert in dat, may be u r think dat my thinking is like any mental patint, okey dan wht? but i i feel dat so want to share dat al wid u, i dnt knw wht happen in future and im rely dnt want to think abt that.. really.. im fearing yaar. sometime i think dat ..koi hota yaar.. someone who never feel me alone, someone who only only made for me. wht yaar, kya faltu world he ye.. sometimes think koi fayda nahi he yaha pe rahke.. lagta he jese koi pahad dhons rahe ho. prob. vahi se hoti he jab hum sab samjane lagte he, innocentness is gud, understding is kill inossentnes, im realy very miss my chilhud frnds who now al beacoume big and now al r in clg..like me.. but sala me hi bada nahi ban paya, someone say me u r like child, i dnt y..

Sandeep Dave

Nothing now. i just creat that blog. i write something in near time.

thnks for wisiting.

Sandeep Dave